Few years ago I was spending Summer with my sister and nephew. My Sister loves to grow things :) so she has a small but very beautiful garden with every imaginable tree and herb and flower in it :)... and as a natural addition to it an every imaginable bird and insect, for they obviously love beautiful green too :)
So, one sunny day, I was sitting in that tiny green paradise and thinking of what I want to paint, for I had one piece of canvas with me :)
And suddenly a fly came...it was one of those small black things with huge eyes and that could hang in the air, like tiny helicopter, although seeming to be unmoving at all...
so... there I was ... me and those huge black eyes just inches in front of me, staring...:) And maybe because of the contrast of a bright sunny day and those mesmerizing black eyes... something magical happened... I suddenly was that being that stared out of those fly eyes at me who was also a human body...so me looking at me...that was great revelation and I brought my oils and canvas and started to paint.... an infinite green-blue sea of waters of life, I thought... with huge black eyes in the center....big black piercing eyes, that make you remember and realize who and what YOU ARE!... so, I did that... and in the evening when my sister saw the work :) she said: "Oh my!, it is dark black hole in your painting! It's scary! Do something with it!" ...So, I don't want to scare people :) naturally I decided to change the painting.... I thought, what can I feel the black hole with?...obvious answer, is it?,- Light! :)
So, I simply pored bright yellow oil on top ...:) next thing, my nephew walks in , looks, and says: "Hey, You have Big, Cool Sunflower there!" ...hm... I thought, already better then scary black hole :)
So then I just put that canvas on the wall...(great thing, my sister allows me to do whatever I want with the walls, so it's a great freedom for creation :) and I just for the next few days looked at this piece and just saw eyes, faces, shapes.... so I just helped to shape what I saw, so that others also could see the same... so , basically the picture maid itself and in the end became a great gift-message for me :) This is what it was:
In the middle are two forces, positive and negative...yellow, warm, smiling, kind face of the moon... and dark purple-blue intense face...and together these 2 forces create movement...and it is like a wind...the wind blows and the windmill creates moving dreams...which we as consciousness watch in our sleep...Endless lives, endless dreams...(there is a dreaming face of a human in the right top angle of the pic)...
But in the center is a white-blue-green face of a young girl, She is Anima Mundi, the Spirit of the World! She is the only present truth and reality, she is Love that holds everything together, because it is made of her substance... of Love.... and She looks at a human dreaming face and says: "Wake up! Whatever Your problems or misfortunes or lack is,- it is all a dream, just an illusion! Wake up and know that You are what I AM, - the only existing reality and power and Life! SO Whatever You wish to be, have, do, - YOU CAN DO ANYTHING!!!
For You are all powerful, for YOU ARE WHAT I AM! And besides of what I AM there is nothing else.
Wake up and live fully and create anything You wish and enjoy life, which is greatest and only Gift: Life, - Love, - I AM!!! :)